my condolence

a shocking news came to me this afternoon
a news that i never wanted to received

mother of my very best friend, Angeline had passed away
before this
i had heard that she suffered badly for her sickness
it had comes to the stage that there is no means of undergoing treatment anymore
however i heard that just about two weeks ago
i never expect her to leave so soon
perhaps she could stand at least till Angeline leave for her studies at S'pore

her leaving surely bring her family tears
maybe from a positive perspective
it brings them relief on their financial status somehow
but i believe
if her family could use money to buy extension life or time for their mother
they would already done so earlier
for what is more valuable than a life?

i'm so worry for Angeline right now
i'm worry that she could not withstand this impact
as she mother die on her birthday
even for me
i dont think i can be so strong
i would have collapse definitely

unfortunately
i cant do anything for her
not even giving a warm hug,a comfort
how i wish i can be there for her
at least she knows that no matter what happen
she still have me who she can speaks to

maybe
the only thing i can do is remember her and her family in my prayer

may her mother rest in peace