yes...writing the first post for the year...
haih...i don't wanted this too
why begins with such upset matter
well,
look it at another way round
it has something good too
at least one thing is good
my mum called me up a few minutes just after 12:00am passed
yeah~surprise~a big one
she wished me happy new year which she never done that before
i was shocked
although that might not be the main reason she called
but she did wished me after all
the first word i got from her for this year was HAPPY new year
thank you mum
i was touched actually
for other case,
even nobody have wished me
be it by sms,whatsapp or facebook
i appreciate every wish i had received
but somebody didn't
okay...i try to be understanding...
he may be in the crowd or up with something which probably makes him not in convenient to give me a text
nevermind...i take the first move by wishing him happy new year first
afraid to bothered him so i send me text about 30 minutes after 12
i guess...count down and fireworks would have finished earlier
in the end,i only received a hello sms
it breaks my heart
isn't there any better word to reply me???
what a disapointment for a brand new year
this may sounds childish that such small matter can ruin my feeling
but i can't help myself
yes!i am mad,i am sad...and whatever
who cares?!
alright...
promise myself not to be influenced by that next time
it is only an expectation from my side
who to blame
i shall decide my own happiness!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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