and i get back to student life again
from insecure for uncertainty to facing independent forever alone moments and now at this stage where i already tried to get use to this environment
yet i still feel no good
don't know what makes me anxious and worry
somehow i don't have peace
i was unsatisfied for not getting my 1st option initially
i am definitely qualified
thus,i went for application of transfer course
perhaps i just wanted to proof myself
as time passes,i realized that the current course which i am doing is not bad at all
and i change my mind
the result for application of transfer course is out and i didn't go and check it out yet
i was thinking is it this way my heavenly father has prepared for me...
hmmm.........
hard to identify which way suit me more
however,i already got my textbooks despite the transfer result
its killing~
6 books altogether and it took me a lot of strength to carry them home
luckily my classmate sent me home so i need not walk far with those books
appreciate her help a lot
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| textbooks for my program |
hopefully i can graduate successfully at that time
talking about graduation,
my mum gave me a call just now informing me that she received invitation letter for my diploma convocation
from her tone of speaking i guess she is looking forward to it
too bad i am unwilling to attend
lets wait for advanced diploma convocation
my aim is to graduate on time,no delay due to resit for exam
wish me the best
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