i am now at the middle of exam period
i supposed to go to bed or doing my revision rather than writing blog
however, i find myself restless and could not concentrate on revision anymore
so perhaps i should have a break to clear my mind and manage my thoughts
my next paper will be held in a couple hours from now onward
i am kind of nervous, uneasy, worry, etc
this is because this subject has too much to read and the application is so wide that anyone else can predict
in fact, i was filled with all these stressed-related negative emotions even before my exam started
it has caused me to have nightmare and weird dream whenever i fall asleep
it not only happen during night time
it happen at day time too
it is mentally and emotionally torturing at certain extent
because i need overcome the fear and whatever side effect brought by those dream and stay focus on my revision
i still got 3 more paper to go including the one i gonna have later
all of them are major paper and will be deciding whether am i qualified to enter into year 2 of my studies
maybe because of that i am feeling more stress than usual exam
haih...
i am so poor at handling stress
okay
gotta back to study again since i can't sleep
don't wanna waste my time rolling on bed forcing myself to sleep which i am not sure at what time only i manage to enter sleep
wishing myself the best for the exam
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