hello september

here comes my favourite month of the year...
no matter how bad it may be,
i will still love September because i am born as a September baby

it is already the 2nd day of the month
and my big day will be coming in a week time
it is a very beautiful day with a date of 09.09
in Chinese context, these numbers has a meaning of forever or everlasting
and for those who knows me well
they will know i likes these number very much for no reason
i even have my phone number ending with these four figures
maybe at certain point i long to have everlasting in life

don't get me wrong
it doesn't mean i wanted to live long on earth or what
i simply wish that everlasting would able to apply on those wonderful things and moments
i hope there is everlasting love (not only boy-girl-relationship) ;
where husband and wife will keep their wedding vow and love each other to the very last breathe ;
where family will not be broken ;
and friends will stay connected no matter how far they are apart from the other
i also hope that there are everlasting peace and serenity ;
where there will be no war on earth ;
where there are no pollution and damages ;
and the nature will remain balance so that human can live healthy and happily ever after

haha
i know i am getting naive on this topic
where on earth to find this place exist?
it is impossible
the only place i can see everlasting is at heaven and from my father above
human race is just too disappointing
i have seen it since small
and that is one of the reason i can't put full trust and love on people
i am too afraid of losing
i am afraid to lose hope on the promise of everlasting from the mouth of human race

okay
let's don't talk about such heavy and dull topic in this lovely month
it has just begun and i would like to believe there will be more wonderful things yet to come
staying positive is very important
so cheer up =)
by the way, the nearest upcoming wonderful thing will be my early birthday celebration with him
hopefully it will be a great day for both of us