his pain, my pain

i knew he isn't very healthy
he got sensitive nose
he also easily catch cold

recently he is down with sickness
initially its just a usual fever
but then it turns out getting serious
he went to doctor twice
and yet not fully recovered

pity him so much by seeing him fighting the illness
he has slim down
probably because he got a big ulcer on his tongue
he can hardly eat something
i cant imagine that drink also can bring him pain
oh my goodness ~
its terrible

there is a way i knew which can help in faster recovery
its not scientific somehow
but its seem like working based on my past observation
guess what
it works by transferring the illness to another person
i wanted to believe that so much when i saw him so suffering
i wish i can do something to reduce his pain
or perhaps lighten his pain and whatever uncomfortable cause by the illness

looking at him
i actually saw the old me
there was a time i'm always down with sickness
i will always bring medicine with me, all kind of medicine
i feel so weak and inconvenience
i can't sleep i the night
i can't taste the food that i'm eating
that's the reason why my heart literally pain when i see him like that
i knew how terrible it feel to fall sick till that stage

in fact
i can do nothing to help him
what i did is only cheering him up
adding some sweetness in his bitterness
wish that he can recover as soon as possible