busy

2013 is going to end very soon and i had a few more blogs yet to be post
will i make it?
i hope so

i had been very busy lately because of studies
earlier on i was busy with assignments and mid-term tests
then when the all the coursework ends i thought it would be really the end so that i can get some peaceful rest
who knows i need to do a make good on week 14 (last week for a semester)
haih...

there were a total of 177 students doing the make good and this is not something to be proud of
i am glad that i am not the only unlucky one
on the other hand, i felt evil because i am glad that there are others who failed with me
so how should i put my feeling?
i should be happy or unhappy?
whatever it is
i was unhappy and i think i still is
the make good result will only be announced on 30th December 2013
worst comes to worst if i failed again, i will need to repeat the subject and delay graduation by a year
this thought has been disturbing me and causing me to fall in worrisome
i have come so far and i don't think i can afford to failed again
who can i speak to regarding this matter?
haih...

to balance my life,
i was busy hanging out with friends too
i got to met up my hostel friends last week
it was a very short gathering and we didn't manage to do any girls talk like what we usually do
yet i was happy to see them

and then a sudden met up with the past him for a couple hours,
just to catch up with each other about how we gone through these years after we broke up
i thought i will be very nervous or upset seeing him
but it turn out i am okay
i no longer felt anything for him
not even hatred or anger
he is just somebody i used to know and now a stranger

after that is crazy BBQ party marathon
i got a BBQ party with my classmate on Monday night and diploma friends on Tuesday night
we also have gift exchange session since Christmas is just around the corner
guess what i got?
i received seaweed junk food for the 1st BBQ party and pepero stick on the following BBQ party
yay~
there will be food for me to eat as i do my revision